In Honor of Shabistari
61by Anab Whitehouse
We cannot storm the spiritual heights
Through the might of logic; God’s gift
Of faith is needed to lift us
beyond the prison of space and
Time … this is the essence of Grace.
Drink the poison that will slay
The inner vampire who prefers
The shadows of ignorance to the day’s
spreading illumination that
brings realization to our
precarious situation
Reason is feeble and constrained,
like an eye looking at the sun.
We need the intoxication
Which comes from a cup of
Remembrance that leaves the ego
Behind and helps us to ride wings
Of transcendence to another
Side of Being that is present
But invisible to the mind.
We are a plurality that
Arises from the mystery
Of unity, and like drops of spray
We are journeying back to the
Ocean which is our origin
and means of dissolution from
our lower selves, yet we seek to
defy gravity and remain
in the air amidst the many.
But, the trajectory of each
Drop is fixed and beyond the reach
Of created beings to change.
Something in the heart resonates
With the cry of truth that comes from
The Ocean like the plaintive sigh
Of a mother calling children
Back to their home … reminding them
They are not alone in the world.
Yet, we busy ourselves dreaming
Of alluring marvels and lights
That delight our sense of who we
Think we are, as we lose track of
the night descending around us.
The miracle of life will not
Be discovered through mystical
Sight but in the worship of truth
Since all else is nothing but pride
And misdirected intention.
We each have an affinity
With one of the many Names of
Divinity, from which we come
Forth and to which we return while
Singing the praises of our Host.
All we need to do is take two
Steps, with the first requiring us
To leave the dust of selfhood; in
the next, we unite with the Friend.
There are many numbers, but just
One counts, and one should see the One,
And hear the One, and say the One,
And know the One without other.
Discard the sense of separate
Existence, for there is nothing
but illusion and delusion
contained in one’s sense of being.
We spend life outside the tavern
Of the lovers of God, hearing
The stories of disappearance,
Drawn by a music that leads to
Forgetfulness of worldly things.
We long to go in and gamble
At the table of eternal
Stakes where fortunes change in the blink
And wink of a mysterious
Dealer who has fixed the odds in
Our favor if we’ll take a chance.






